Juan

Remember when we tried to establish a VPN without using your father's client software. Who knew that I could stare at you for hours on end? Day after day. Knowing, just knowing you had so much more to offer me. In the end, I know you don't feel about me they way I felt about you. You wanted me to commit more and more in ways that seemed selfish. But what did you offer me in return? Did you ever ask yourself about my needs? Did you put as much into our relationship as I did?

Sometime, I felt I had to spend spend spend. Just for the privilege of talking to you. And when we were around your friends, I could feel your resentment. All your friends were getting spent on lavishly. But I couldn't offer you money. Only an ardent desire to make our relationship work.

I was never enough for you. And you could never give me what I needed without a struggle. So, I'm moving on. I met someone new. Someone who will listen to my needs. Someone who will give me all that I ask. And maybe a little bit more. I know we'll meet again. We'll meet often. But I'm the better off. And you may not miss me now, but someday you'll want to come back to me.